I think I'm just done with this game
Whenever I riichi, someone else riichi and IPPATTTSSSUUUUUDORA DORA
DORA DORA DORA fuck off
Whenever I use BELIEVE DAHOU and chase riichi or push because I got sick of
folding.... ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOON
I actually got lucky once today and got a SHOUSANGEN TENPAI wow it's been like
half a year since I got this and ofcouse the next discard my opponent won a 3900 win off me lmao.
Today I planned to just "just 1 game then go sleep", but now it's been 6 last place in a row. not a single TSUMO today. kanchan? penchan? ryanmen? shanpon, or even 3 sided wait? doesn't matter. TSUMO is not in my dictionary because Tsumo requires actual luck as opposed to Ron that requires mistakes from opponents.
I don't even care about rank, I just want to WIN. I want to WIN. WIN a hand, WIN a round. I want to fucking TSUMO. I WANT TO BE ABLE TO WIN OFF PURE LUCK AND NOT DEPENDING ON MY OPPONENT MISTAKE. I WANT TO BELIEVE IN MYSELF AND DRAW MY OWN WINNING TILE, but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO that just can'tt happen..
I should've never played a game that heavily involved luck in the first place.
I've always been in unlucky in every single aspect of my life, so why the fuck did I think that maybe I could
be lucky in video games? no bitch, it's the fact that I can't EVEN be lucky in video games, that of course I
couldn't get any luck in more important stuff like my life.
I should focus on my wageslaving to maxx my
income so I can retire then LIVE FRUGALLY and DO NOTHING until I rot and die. that's my #2 life dream. my #1 is
to be a luckshitter that doesn't need to try, yet WIN everything in whatever
anyway, is there any way I can give away my account? or just delete it?
I"m fucking sick of this game that constantly reminds me how WORTHLESS my luck is, that I am an inherently
unlucky person
fuck god, fuck luck, fuck fate and fuck my life
I wanna kms.